to much talk
hoho
rainbowxrae
when i say something
the words just pour
like a waterfall
it will never stop

even a dam wont clog
the amounts of shit
i spit out is venomous
but i let the river flow

punch those creative juices
never let it go
i have so much more
to say and know

(no subject)
hoho
rainbowxrae
isn'it painful
to hear one scream
doesn'it hurt
to feel the nails pounding
under the seam
where your heart
had been stitched up

the tears that've built up
behind that wall
the rain will fall
and the heart will
drop down through
your stomach

nothing else will be left
except for a hole,
where your heart is supposed to be
you brain might be
where it's supposed to be
but the heart and soul
will never be
what it used to be

.colletion
hoho
rainbowxrae
i like the collection of pretty things
past memories and dark deep blue bruises
i like to keep them in sparkly jars
and set them by the window sill
to watch them grow into gruesome little monsters

i like to collect the little trinkets
one would win at a carnival game
i like the ways stuffed animals would sufficate
my room filled to the brim with things
and i have no heart to turn them away

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idk idk idk idkdi kdi dkdidk
was watching sister19's new mv
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Mismatched
seungho; up
rainbowxrae
Mismatched
broken?yongguk<3himchan
angst; 234 words
unbetated.
also posted at asianfanfics.

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breath.
chun+ocean
rainbowxrae

Shaky hands,
unable to breathe.
You are the one who did this to me.

Take it all back,
everything you have done to me.
The pain shall still linger,
no matter how hard you plead.

You took my breath away.
With every first and last.
You lies have finally conquered me.

Do as you please,
nothing will ever satisfy me.
In the end in circles we shall run,
and will turn into what used to be.
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it's been a while eOe

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Love Is A Cold Temptation, So Love Me... (one)
hoho
rainbowxrae
Byunghee is a drunk, Seungho is delusional.

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i dont even, i have chapter two almost done. idk.
i like angst
:I
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neglect;
chun;sing
rainbowxrae
never shake the feeling off,
you can never seem to understand,
there is nobody around.
i can't avoid it.
let it swirl.

never have i ever felt like a fool.
can you understand my feelings?
quietly, me slip out of misery.
what is it the matter,
when you always leave.

promised to hold hands,
forever you should have said.
broken apart,
you should let me scream,
because who the hell cares.

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i write the best when i feel worthless

.feelings
chun+ocean
rainbowxrae

            Lovestrucken,
how could this be?
            Heartbroken,
why do you do this to me? 
 
 
            Laughing,
joyous screaming.
            Crying,
emotions leaving.

            Eyes closed,
claustrophobic.
            Plugged nose,
breathing. 

 
            Loveless,
Cupid struck.
            Lifeless,
I'm fucked.

            Eplosion,
feel the breeze.
            Motions,
the earth shook.

            Hello,
another look.
            Goodbye,
stabed again.

            Fool,
loveable stupidity.
 
            Brainiac,
unreliable jerk.

            Fact
trying to believe.
            Fiction
imagination.

            Excuses
speak the truth.
            Apologies
never again.

            Nothing
tired.
            Possibilities
trying.

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My Heaven
hoho
rainbowxrae

 

Irresistible smile,
glistening eyes.
The most important,
precious mine.

Take another glance,
take me for your own.
Open arms, take me in,
no one else can live.

It was you,
who I never knew,
my heaven,
I, one, who never knew.

No place to go,
so let me follow you so.
An angel, if you call it,
then you are my god.

Take a moment,
taste the bliss,
take a deep breath,
let it soak in.

I will never let you,
fall, crawl, bawl,
because you are my all.
My heaven.


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Letters Between You and Me. (일)
hoho
rainbowxrae

Letters Between You and Me. 1(일)
Pg-13(unlessstatedotherwise)
Yunho/Yoochun
Angst. (i like that stuff)
Poetry Story.
Yunho and Yoochun are exchanging letters. Yunho is afriad of seeing Yoochun in person.
Becasue Yunho hurts Yoochun. Even after Yoochun is over the pain, Yunho is still traumatized by what he did.
Will Yunho get over it?  Will there be more hardships?  Idana~

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